Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Disaster!

well that was my birthday... totally 100% disaster!!!! anyways, it's ended with an almost divorce and now counseling oh and to top it off a Dr visit with depression - but because I'm not suicidal I can go back this week sometime to determine if I need help (got to love the bedside manner there grrr)

Anyhoos - this is probably a jumbled mess so just going to leave it here... I wanted to simply note that my birthday was a disaster so in years I can look back and roll my eyes and nod my head and simply agree - not one to look back on fondly.....

1 comment:

Bec said...

Oh so sorry your birthday was a disaster!! That's awful :(

as for the almost divorce....this year the biggest thing I have learnt is that I should have and do have the BIGGEST respect for anyone who has been married or partnered for a long time. It is HARD slog. Not to say it's not worth it but it's just so much hard work, and it's so easy to remember all the bad things and not the good. I think we have such unrealistic expectations....that life should be perfect and it's not, and we aren't.

Don't be too hard on yourself and take care of YOU. I hope it all works out for the best, whatever that is.

xxx